He lost his wife. You lost your wife. A little before you started at Lumon. Gemma. It was a car accident. And, at first, you tried to keep teaching- I was a teacher? A professor. Of history. You tried to go back to teaching three weeks after she died, and it was a disaster. She was just still in your veins, you know. Making everything hurt. Which is why I guess you thought the severed job would… He hoped you’d be spared from the pain. It’s a nice name. Gemma.